Love...

    Aand I know my ABC's... But on a more serious note, I'm fucking tired of being tired. It's fucking tiring. I had a short and sweet interview earlier at this pizza place, and I might get the job so that's cool beans. Fucking hate that phrase by the way, I just felt like it sounded right at the end of that. I had a bit of a breakdown last night after I talked to my boyfriend. It's happened before but I figured once I had a boyfriend it would stop. The thing is, I'm bisexual, and I know that's like the smallest deal ever, but sometimes I get these weird feelings that I'm actually a lesbian. God, I feel like I'm fucking confessing. Just thinking about it makes me really emotional. I really love my boyfriend, and would never want to hurt him, I guess I'd just have to find out the hard way, if I am or not. Probably sounds really stupid, it makes sense in my head though so that's all that matters. Only thing is, what if afterwards, I still feel like that? I feel like I should talk to him about this but that's probably not the best idea in the world right now. I don't know what to do, this is seriously eating at me and I just want to find out, but I don't want to cheat. Feel terrible for even writing the word cheat, so obviously I'm not going to. I guess only time will give me the answers. Just wish next Friday would come faster...

Fluke ☄